jibberish.

first you talked to me, i was excited . actually enthusiastic. you made me smile, w/ your sweet voice, had me thinking there was more to us than what we have now. I liked your smell, made me feel like there was no hell .. you were my heaven. I gave you a kiss right on your cheek, you told me i was special. we spent every moment together, i was even the first one to tell you "i love you" , you took it as if it was real, and which it was i loved you more & more we spent time together. i wanted you w/ me. never no one else. i have mixed emotions towards you though, i can't help that I'm still shy around you, its just the way you make me feel. I act my self, you take it as if its the real deal . next thing you know a couple years later .. and you're gone. Ever felt this way? sure you have. mixed emotions are horrible, anybody that amazing .. leaving you . can make you feel lost,sad,disappointed,zoned out.. and etc. what a horrible feeling .