I exited left right out that door.

Its time to run,
sorry love,
its not hard for me to say goodbye anymore,
I had to jet,
babe i exited left,
right out that door.

You used to affect me,
every last thing you did made me sad,
sorry but i can't be mad,
you thought i cared so much,
but its funny because we lost touch,
i can't feel the same way if there is no connection anymore,
I had to jet,
babe i exited left,
right out that door.

Ask me if I am hurt,
I am going to say "NO!"
please don't text and call my phone,
I'm done,
I'm gone,
babe I exited left right out that door.

The way I .

Yes , of course thats me .. this photo is not something thats really that deep. The way i show myself may come off a little strange , but everybody is fine with it by atleast hm .. the end of the day. I tend to not smile, if i don't have a reason .. I'm not here to do anything o so pleasin. I don't walk with a mugg, thats not the right thing to do .. but trust me I will not look at you. I will turn my head .. as if you weren't there . . or maybe if your lucky give you a blank stare. I'm not used to being one the best, I like to be the opposite of the rest.

get it ?

i don't smoke.
nor do i drink.
im not high off of what used to be our love.
or wasted over what used to be us.
i walked away.
came back.
our love wasn't my drug.
but it was my habit.
a habit i heard was something people kept doing.
well to me we were a bad habit.
and i kept doing what i don't have.
get it?
from my point of view,
we were something..
but to you,
it was just a "thing."
you weren't my favorite.
you weren't my first love.
you weren't something just to be there.
you weren't just my love.
you were def. my bestfriend.
i don't like the fact that this is happening.
but i have to learn to leave what isn't happening.
get it?
we weren't meant to be,
but we just didn't happen.
there was something there .. ever since.

as you asked.

let me think where i stand.
with you.
... far.
... away.
isn't that really,
you know distant?
what happened to being close.
and personal.
what happened to feeling loved?
and not pitiful.
guess where i am?
next to you.
you're thinking about someone.
why is your heart beating so fast?
are you afraid this won't last?
as long as we have asked?
asked who?
asked ourselves.
are you scared us won't stay together.
or am i?
i told you where i stand.
and to me its too far.
and i can't even hear you anymore.
im telling you, baby im right here.
right next to you,
whispering in your ear.
telling you sweet stories.
i want you to have the best of me.
STOP! stop it now.
i don't like this sound.

the sound.

please stop.

I'm gone.

leaving.

... far.
... away.

all I'm doing , is what you have asked.

needs.

ok ok we are at the end of this rode,
i think i found what i am looking for,
you lovin me, touchin me ..
what you tryn find,
something that you tryna label "mine"
you know what i mean yours,
open up something that has locked doors,
you knock i answer,
maybe you should come in,
something exclusive shall be your present,
you think you deserved it,
you really really wanted it,
why not take what you need?
it don't feel so good when you wanna stop.
hm i wonder what you thinkin,
it seems like this aint really workin,
you wanted it so bad,
man now it dont feel right?
what kinda **** you on?
i thought tonight was "our" night.
i guess not,
i think you feel bad,
drive to the end of our path,
this is our past,
i want a new future,
im done w/ you boy,
cus i see your ugly feature,
thats inside, not out..
amazing ? nope i doubt,
you aren't it,
you couldn't wait a little bit,
you were determind to hit,
but remember who you dealin wit,
someone too bright,
i give you that fright,
we had our fights,
and we had our make up nights,
but today is the end,
cus now im home,
all alone,
and i like this feelin,
for now,
grey clouds cover my head,
and im lookin down,
but then again,
im lookin for another,
he should be somewhere in my town.

fantasy.

i never been the one to have plenty of friends.
i keep my little circle ,
and always keep it moving .
i can't stand people trying to think they know me.
A LOT of you don't even know half of my life story.
i live in an area , where people are invading my space.
i can't stand w/ people all in my face.
they think that this is their place,
please i hope you think twice.
this thing i got going is not stopping me for a little cat fight.
can't stand alotta bs , that is just standing in my lane.
i try n say I'm not going to be the same.
same who?
same what?
same person they are.
i live in a fantasy world w/ alot of race cars.
race cars that move fast , that's my type of pace love.
i like to be going and keep it moving.
as if my lane is clear,
i see something pass me ..
and then I'm almost there.
almost where?
..to the finish line,
exactly where i want to be .
I'm letting life be known,
this is my type of fantasy.

this way.

you make me feel this way,
i like this way,
i wanted this way,
i put in effort to get this way..
with you,
only you,
you,you,you.
every time we see each other,
every time we talk to each other,
makes me feel this way.
at times i get butterflies,
especially looking in your eyes.
but then i feel this way.
this way, not that way.
this actual way,
do you want to know what way,
i don't think i can tell you.
but yet again i think you feel this way also.
i love you.
yea i do, i do.
this is kinda deep,
but its deep only because of you.