first choice.

im next to you.
i don't know if you like that feeling or not.
i think you want me to go away.
wait why can't i just stay?
its not your decision .
to make me go in another direction.
am i right ?
or am i wrong?
maybe i just like this feeling.
cus i haven't seen you in a minute.
i miss us.
no wait maybe i just miss you.
i can't stand..
how we are distant from eachother.
but maybe YOU can.
haha remember are times?
all of our times?
the fights.
the makeups.
the misery.
but the love.
maybe the trust.
definitely the lust.
i think i should leave you alone.
you have alot of females wanting to be on that throne.
with you.
i had my chance.
and i don't think i do anymore.
but you were my heart.
my sweet-heart.
you had me complete.
but this is the last time we shall meet.
meet eye to eye.
not voice to voice.
i love you boy.
remember you were always my first choice.