emotions run wild.

you look so good today boy, really ;
hm. . i just wonder should i tell you , or keep it to myself.
i love you.
no i hate you.
i love you though.
but i can't stand you.
i want to kiss you, but this wall between us won't let me.
funny i see you from a distance.
I'm surprised, goodness I'm very interested.
i want you to see me.
wait never mind i don't.
I'm scared, i just hope i don't blush.
wait maybe i will just walk by.
maybe say hi.
you're alone this is the perfect time.
I'm ready.

so i get up.
i seem to be stuck.
I'm standing can i move please.
i see you looking dead at me.
I'm frozen,
this is bad!
worse than that.
i miss you.
but i see that other girl kissing you.