get it ?

i don't smoke.
nor do i drink.
im not high off of what used to be our love.
or wasted over what used to be us.
i walked away.
came back.
our love wasn't my drug.
but it was my habit.
a habit i heard was something people kept doing.
well to me we were a bad habit.
and i kept doing what i don't have.
get it?
from my point of view,
we were something..
but to you,
it was just a "thing."
you weren't my favorite.
you weren't my first love.
you weren't something just to be there.
you weren't just my love.
you were def. my bestfriend.
i don't like the fact that this is happening.
but i have to learn to leave what isn't happening.
get it?
we weren't meant to be,
but we just didn't happen.
there was something there .. ever since.