The way I .

Yes , of course thats me .. this photo is not something thats really that deep. The way i show myself may come off a little strange , but everybody is fine with it by atleast hm .. the end of the day. I tend to not smile, if i don't have a reason .. I'm not here to do anything o so pleasin. I don't walk with a mugg, thats not the right thing to do .. but trust me I will not look at you. I will turn my head .. as if you weren't there . . or maybe if your lucky give you a blank stare. I'm not used to being one the best, I like to be the opposite of the rest.

get it ?

i don't smoke.
nor do i drink.
im not high off of what used to be our love.
or wasted over what used to be us.
i walked away.
came back.
our love wasn't my drug.
but it was my habit.
a habit i heard was something people kept doing.
well to me we were a bad habit.
and i kept doing what i don't have.
get it?
from my point of view,
we were something..
but to you,
it was just a "thing."
you weren't my favorite.
you weren't my first love.
you weren't something just to be there.
you weren't just my love.
you were def. my bestfriend.
i don't like the fact that this is happening.
but i have to learn to leave what isn't happening.
get it?
we weren't meant to be,
but we just didn't happen.
there was something there .. ever since.